Tomorrow....

Remind me tomorrow to blog about our weekend discussion....

I.didn't.believe.it.until.people.said.it.again.and.again.

Who wishes people a happy mother's day? I can see if you are with kids...but it isn't like Merry Christmas or Happy St. Patricks day! I work at a bank and have been wished this crap by so many people today! It's like getting smacked with a stick in the face while walking through the woods. Your already on edge because your in the woods and you know that the woods has some things your uncomfortable with coming up and BAM you get smacked in the face with a stick because you were too busy trying to avoid things like stores, commericals, and even TV shows in general that bring up Mother's Day. (Yes I realized I switched from walking in the woods to mother's day...but you get it!) Ugh...is it Monday yet?

Mexico

Sometimes I really wish I didn't have a job. Like right now for instance. It's been almost two weeks since AF visited which means that I should be ovulating soon. No smile in the opening yet, but I feel like it will be there eventually this week. The hubbs is in Mexico this week for training for work. Rough huh? No job would be I could go with, but I guess then we also wouldn't have a place to live either! I wish I had more PTO available....another month down the drain I guess. Oh and did I mention that the doctor wants $500 up front before an appointment is made? Lovely. Insurance company to be called on Monday. Hopefully they cover infertility testing.

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Sister-in-law called last night. She's 12 weeks pregnant. Yes it's the same one who miscarried in January. That's all.

My NOT so wonderful flight home from our WONDERFUL trip to Las Vegas....

Got up early....got to the airport in plenty of time to catch our returning flight home after a nice week (except the last two days when AF showed up) not thinking about work or not making babies. We get close to our gate and i notice a lady pushing a stroller with a 2 year old in it and also about 7 months pregnant. Yep, she's lucky enough for this to happen to her....she proceeds to be on our flight, right in the row across the isle (did i mention AF came 2 days ago?). She proceeds to scream/scold her child about sitting down and to stop moving so much....we weren't flying yet! Pre-coach your kid....bring something (other than the ipad that is suppose to be off) to entertain him....yelling at him makes it worse for both of you! Basically, she was the poster child for the mom you'd never want to be and or have as your own. Did i mention it was a 2.5 hour flight? Lovely. The best part was her shirt:

"I make babies....what's your superpower?"

What a heartless, horrible shirt.
P.S. AF is done now and I will have to call the doc tomorrow to get us in.

Patience

I've never been good at having patience with my personal life. I've worked with people with disabilities for years and some how manage to be so patient with them and prior to that I would baby sit all amounts of kids and was able to be patient with them too! Now my patience is being tried in this final 2 weeks. When do I make my appointment? Do I wait until AF comes in 2 weeks and chance having to wait a while before getting in, or should I call now? I will prob. just wait because one thing I am good at is procrastination. No patience, yet I procrastinate....does that make sense? I think not. Dang two weeks!

The last day one of the rest of my life.....

So this morning I found out that today is the last day one of the rest of my life. That's right, AF showed up which means this is the last cycle before I call the doc. Wish us luck!